My Transition
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Introduction
This page contains descriptions of my personal experiences. Who am I? I'm the person who made this website. Most of this website is dedicated to general information in terms of facts and such. While this page is factual, it will not apply to everyone's experiences. Probably because it is not about everyone's experiences. It is about my experiences.
I write about what I have read, observed, and experience.
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General Information
When I was a child, I did not know what boys were until I started going to daycare. Until then, it was just me.
Baby.
Child.
Girl.
I knew that girls wore dresses. Girls liked pink. Girls were she/her and had long hair.
Then, suddenly, there was boys. I knew that there were women (big, grown-up girls) and that there were men, but didn't know that men were "big, grown-up boys" until seeing the little boys. My size. You could have short hair even if you weren't a grown up man! You could wear masculine clothes and be small and run around.
I wanted to be called "boy" instead of "girl". I thought all that I had to do was cut my own hair nice and short. Feel lighter when running around.
My father wasn't a big fan of this. He tried very hard to teach me that I was a girl. He researched and practiced extreme forms of conversion therapy and tried very, very hard to get me to grow up into a submissive and conservative woman.
It did not work
When I was a teenager, I found out about nonbinary people, and thought that they/them pronouns would apply to me. They didn't. I switched to he/him and later added on it/its and xe/xem for a total of 3 sets of preferred pronouns.
I started identifying as a transgender man around 2019, and started GAHT in September of 2020. At some point, I changed my identity to Genderqueer Man, and that is how I have lived since then.
In Febuary of 2022, I had double incision top surgery.
I live my life as a man. I don't regret any of it. I only wish that I had known what I was and started my transition sooner than I did.
My Ideal Bottom Surgery
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General dislaimer that while this is not a sexual passage, the topic is relating to instruments of that nature. If you do not wish to read that, click ahead.
Disclaimer: I'm honestly not entierly sure how much of this is currently considered possible. I do need to do more research on some of these surgeries (as of adding this section, haven't had the time. Too busy with Other Stuff).
This is just my personal ideal surgeries if I could pick whatever surgeries I wanted to get exactly how I would want them to be done and how I would look as a result. Everyone has their own preferences. Not only for what they would like done to themselves, but what they think other people should be doing to their own bodies, as well as what they think is physically possible to be done.
Even if all of my ideal surgeries are possible, its not like I would be able to afford to get it done any time soon.
Before I did any of this, I would want to be on DHT Cream for as long as possible, if it were to be possible to obtain it. Not entierly sure how to do that in The United States. Unfortunately, there are a lot of very boring people in charge of things that would prefer to restrict creativity. We live in a day and age where you can simply reconfigure your own body in whatever way you would like to. Why would you want to stop someone from doing something to change their body to be more comfortable to inhabit?
Anyone who wants to alter their body should be allowed to do so freely. Not everyone likes what they have from birth. You're only alive once, and you should be able to have the body you want to be in. Also it should be free. Also, also, you should be able to be knocked out and have it all done at once so that you can be done and over with it and move on to live your life.
I'd like a hysterectomy which can be combined with the removal of the bellybutton (preferably while leaving behind criss-cross scarring and as much body hair as possible)
I would like phalloplasty without a vaginectomy.
If my ovaries could be resized and reconfigured into into testes so that I don't have to keep taking testosterone, that would be great.
Metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening. Below the afformentioned phalloplasty.
I think that that would be comfortable.
